ABOUT ME




Just call me...Wicked.
born in 4th of December, like twenty something years ago..
this is the place where actually i could let out my f***kin' feelin' towards everythin'. im getting sick and tired with everything arrounds me..but this is me..i just keep those feelins inside my heart im such a nice and obidient daughter,rite?

but now, i cant take this anymore.i need a place or my heart will actually decompose in a matter of tym.LMAO.sorry for my rude words..hahah actually i just only could say those things on the net..i mean..im a obidient,nice, cute lil daughter,rite....*angelface*


okay..let's talk about me a little better..i spent like 11 years at the best private school in my town which provided by big oil company, that my father's working for. i was having a great tym on kindergarten, could you believe me, that when we're on our break time, we played with bats..YESS...batman...does it ring the bell, anyone?Hahahaha....i'd Loooove to stretch their wings, until it ripped...Oh yeah....isnt that a f***kin' cool game for kid like us? LOL.ive been known as a hyperactive,talkactive girl. i remember this clearly, once, for our art performances for our graduation, i was choosen as one of the choir. But look at my attitude, everytime when we're practicing, i always teased my other friends, laughing,and etc etc until my teacher already got on her nerves. i was kicked out from that f***kin choir. i was sooo sad.crying at the playground...But the day after that incident, my teacher called me and tell me that i could join a 'pantun' performance. yeah....


Okay..elementary School...Not a cool time at all..My friends became so weird, talkin about their parents' position. in my father's company, they're considered a staff at class 8. I dunno about this at all. I mean, my father never told me about his work, what was actually he's doing, i dunno the ammount of his sallary...i never knew, and never wanted to know. So when my friend was asking me about that stupid class, i just said, I DONT KNOW. "Yeah, my father just appointed as a staff now..he already a class 8 worker."yeah stuff like that...
ahh talking about my school grades..wasnt that bad..i was always at top 3. but yeah...it begun in my 5th grade. i was number 3 in my class until there is a girl, came from one of the best private islamic school in jakarta. she was blowing us away with her so called B.R.A.I.N. she's soooo fu*ckin smart. XD. So the number 1 in my class became number 2, and me the number 3 became number 4 which means i dumped from the top 3..SHIT..since then, i guess i became kind of disobidient pupil eversince..LOL. and it became even worst on my 6th grade. I wasnt in the Top 10! GREAT!!!. Yeah, i just feel bad for my self...i felt like a f***kin loser. And in my 6th grade too, i felt a so called puppy love.kyahahaha....he was a cool shorty, an 8th grader. ahh he's sooo f***kin cute.


a very tiring years...my primary school...3 fuckin tiring years for me..the conversation about our parents' position became worser. that time, we could recognize others parents positions from the ride that their rode on. yeah it was a company's cars of course...that was a fuckin tiring days....

and do you still remember abt my 1st crushed rite?HAHAHA...i was chased by HIS FUCKIN STUPID BITCH GIRLFRIEND!!!WHAT THE F.U.C.K??! for what? i never done a stupid act..i never tease her boyfriend. it's happenned for about a month!! yeah a fuckin month, that i couldnt have a nice break tym at school. SHIT!
1998...monetary crisis..it's impacted our home too..and sadly, my mother just delivered a baby.. my 2nd brother. it was hard. the prices just flew like a outter space rocket. i hate those days..so many bad things happenned in my life..im tired..
okay..my grade..shud i tell you this?hahaha...i always on a so called 'superior class'. LMAO.This stupid girl always in a superior class? are you kiddin me?yeah..kkkk...i alwys in top 15 from 36 ppl...lol.36 superior pupils! note that...XD


i started having an idols that time. do you know 5ive? a badboy boyband from England? Arround 1998? they were split out on 2002, always have a fight with those pimps called WESTLIFE?lol. yeah i was in love with them...especially with one of the member..SCOTT JAMES TIM ROBINSON. Oh GOD i still could remember his full name!!!WICKED!!!
but weirdly, i was in love with one of the great hipmetal band, SLIPKNOT too..hahahaha me wicked...WICKED!!!i love listening various musics. and yess..i looovee hipmetals..SlipKnot, KoRn, Mudvayne, Marlyn Manson, and many mooooore..yeah im weird.


FINALLY...MY HIGH SCHOOL DAYS...i made a vow on my 3rd year in primary school that i will never step on my feet again in this fuckin place, ever!! so i decided, i have to be accepted in one of the best state school. so here i am, in one of the best school in my province..hohohoh....i was studying hard to get accepted in this state school...><. and i made it! YEAHH!! i was having the best years of my life that i really, hountoni, jeongmal, wanted to turn back the time, and repeat every great moments that i had. my friends were boys..basketball players, a band members, every cool lads were my friends...LOL. still in love with slipknot. hahaha....and i really wanted to be a DJ because of SlipKnot.OMG DJ Sid i so fuckin awesome,dude!

ahh...i got accepted in university..majoring dentistry...still working on my thesis...and i already a girl for real..hahaha..yeah...ppl arrounds me said that ive changed alot!
iono..maybe...but ppl can change, rite?

and now..im in love with DBSK..a cute talented boyband from Korea..and in love with one of the member...kim jun su he's my inspiration,a person that i can't never forget and let the pain go away...he's my everything..i love him with all of my heart. we always gather at the best place on eatrh calleD...TVXQINDONESIA FORUM..just click http://www.tvxqindo.com/, you'll get everything you need about them..hohhoho...


ahhh what am I doing?did you guys read these entry?
it's fuckin boring rite?yeah..me, the boring girl..
thanks for reading these...




love,



WICKED