MOOD : surreal
BGM : Junsu - Rainy Night
all of my tasks are done already. my thesis' revisions, Global party's clips,and some little tasks...so for the past 2 days i just watched TVXQ clips from my laptop,because i havent have any ideas of what i shud do these days. When suddenly i realized i still have a promise copying TVXQ's clips for my friend. Starting to burn some cds, when susu called. We havent been talking for about, errrr i cant remember, 2 weeks-maybe-, by phone....ahhh everything has just changhed yaa... usually we talk alot by phone when she still here in Jakarta, it's only Rp.1 per second...xD. so it's kinda hard to talk with an international rate just like now. LOL
we talked about many things, global party, clubbox, ofcourse tvxq, and suddenly a very familiar name came out from her mouth. "Mom, do you know that ***** has passed away?"i was like? WHAT?? "Which ******?" coz i know there're 2 ***** on this cyber world.."That *****,mom...with number.."i was so shocked hearing that news. i mean, ive been chatting with her several times at Junsu's FOrum, she's nice and smart. "Are you kidding me, Su?" still in shocked.."no kidding, ppl in soompi;s been talking about this. her sister using her id and told them that she has passed away suffering from cancer".
i remember, one day when i got a chance to chat with her at Junsu's forum, she told me that, we might couldnt see her again this November on the net, i asked her how long, and with a half joke's tone, she said 'forever'. i asked her why, and she was just laughing. she said she need to take a break, back to her real life, back to normal again, being a normal person, away from the internet. she said that it's actually has ruinned her life, and she needed to fix that out. i was like, why are you saying so, you love Junsu this much, and you just take that away from you, that's weird. and she still laughing, she said she cant tell me the reason because it would scares me. ung?!
fyi, this girl has been providing us with so many translations,cool clips, and ofcourse news esp about Junsu -the rare one xD-, and from what i see, she's smart. from what i read at some boards, she has a briliant words for her age...i love reading her comments at some boards.
on November i still met her on the net, and i said to myself, see, she's just kidding about that. But now, everything seems so clear, she passed away on Dec 2nd. Altough im not that close with her, i dunno, maybe since we have the same favourite member in TVXQ, i feel so close with this girl.i still couldnt believe this actually. Junsu has lost one of his loyal fans.
-Rest in peace my friend, i'll always remember you-
